,,I want it so strongly, I want it so solely, I am so full of it till every nerve. That I am wondering that the goal is not approaching. Such state of wanting just one thing, beholding it and hunting afterwards. In fact, this is the only way of living truly." Eduard Graf von Keyserling
It is fun to keep a distance between the world people want you to live in and that one you create by yourself. It is so much fun when you are present while being absent. And sometimes even the sun can shine at night. It is so much fun to live your dreams and it is so much fun when dreams get real. Finding your way is not easy, talking about it even if already found even more, but the realization is the real challenge. But challenges are the center of our existence. "I came, I saw, I conquered" are not my words, but the objective..
It is not easy to live with an unbroken itchy feet, but it is certainly much more interesting. The more you achieve the more you want. Thus every extraordinary moment awake the need for another and another and another.. In order to breathe I just need those moments that take my breath away..
I do believe that style is a mirror of our soul. I do believe that our inside is expressed by our outside. An appearance doesn't arise from nowhere. Like Rachel Zoe said: ,,Style is a way to say who you are without having to speak". And not only our style expresses ourselves but our whole lifestyle. It is said that judging by appearance is superficial. If loving beauty and extravagance and splendour is superficial I'm proud to be so. I have absolutely no problem with that as long as what we do is what we want to do, as long as it is not a masquerade or an artificial orchestration. But absolutely intolerable for me is judging by stereotypes, judging by thoughtless repeating of conventional beliefs. It's a shame and really disappointing. Anyway..
Two factors in life play an enormous role: the right feeling and the right timing, while the first is so much more important than the second.. Moreover, the most dangerous attitude is to examine things from an objective point of view. In fact, subjectivity should be our only guide. I saw two Polish films today within the KINOPOLSKA Festival in Paris and it became even more obvious to me that we should not escape the chances we get every day because there is just one life we have (apart from those who believe in reincarnation). So do not waste your time waiting for miracles to happen, because they won't until you don't create them in your subjective way. And like in the Queen song there is nothing wrong when you realize that I want it all and I want it now..
"I don't want realism. I want magic" are exactly the words of Isabelle Huppert or to be more precise those of Blanche DuBois in the play ''A Streetcar". I saw this play already two years ago at the Théâtre de l'Odéon and I saw it tonight, but my impressions are still the same: completely overwhelming.. Thanks to the genius of Krzysztof Warlikowski and the charm of Andrzej Chyra and the perfection of Madame Huppert of course. In addition to this, my rue Cambon shopping and l'Arc evening yesterday as well as my afternoon at the 7L and Emporio Armani Caffé today made I begin to admire this December, waiting excited for the next magic moments to come.